Saturday, April 28, 2007


You are my シリウス

Song playing in my head: シリウス by Kim Jeong Hoon
Quote/Thinking of: Just because there's silence, it doesn't mean that everything is just fine.


I. Am. Bored. I'm supposed to have my very first Rotaract activity today but I'm at home right now. And why? I woke up freaking late. I'm supposed to reach the CC at 8.45 but I'm still in bed at 8.15. And the CC is at Bedok. I'm really sorry to those who were waiting for me. I know how it feels like to be shorthanded when the project is quite big.

And the thing is, I'm not sure what IG to join cos' I'm interested in three of them. Haha. Like what the hell, right? Ros, Waidah, Suhairi and I have decided to join Chiron Club's Events IG. Hehe. We'll see how that goes. But. I don't know what to choose between Rotaract and Photograpy. Both of them sounds tempting and I'm interested in both.

Overview of the week... It's been pretty crazy. Fate is probably is laughing at me cos' of the luck I've had the past week. Seriously, only those in my class would understand what I'm going through. And this week has been a rough one, not only for me but also for my group of friends. We had to make a few tough choices during this week and hopefully, the choices made are correct. I hope I did not fail in being a listening ear to any of you. But if you don't want to tell me any details, its ok. I'm not like your best friend or confidant. So, there is no need to tell me all the details of your life. I have my own preference of confidant too. My own set of people who can somehow still keep me sane.

Through this week, I'm glad that we got closer. All three of us. Sorry if I pinched too hard. Or tickled too much. Or hit too hard. If you really don't like me to do it, just tell me off, k? And thanks for listening to me when I needed someone. And the visits to the cafè. And staying to do RJ. You guys are goddamn cute and sweet lah. Now, go find your girlfriends!

written here @ 11:35 am

Saturday, April 21, 2007


One week, 15 more to go.

Song playing in my head: Rumors by Lindsay Lohan
Quote/Thinking of: No matter what we go through, you step up, I'll step up too.


The orientation program was held the week before. During this period, those who were from the camp wished that it was the camp. Well, there were a lot of glitches and weakness. If you think that SAS camp was bad, the orientation was worst. But in the end, I got a chance to be closer to my new found friends and to resolve misunderstandings that we previously had.

I know I'm not perfect but I can smile
And I hope that you see this heart behind my tired eyes

A whole week have passed. Waah! I really felt like it was only 3 days. And within this week, I can already know who are the key players in the class. Know who to look out for and who you can look forward to if they are in your team. Well, I'm glad I got through the whole week without much incidences in my class.

I'm no angel, but please don't think that I can't cry
I'm no angel, but does that mean that I won't fly

And... Well, it's just friendship. And I want to keep it as that. I don't want and don't need to complicate matters. You guys can keep your "papa". He's probably closer to you anyway. I don't want rumors to destroy what ever we have. I just don't.

So, when will the new week start?! And I want to know my daily grades!

Btw, maybe you'll be happy with her. I hope you will. Maybe what I think of her is not what she is. A whole lot of maybe's huh. Maybe you two are perfect for each other. Ouh how I do hope. I don't want you to be hurt anymore. Shh. Don't go making your guesses who I'm refering to.

written here @ 11:07 pm

Saturday, April 07, 2007


A weird sense of withdrawal

Song playing in my head: I Want You To Want Me by No Doubt
Quote/Thinking of: I wish it could last forever. Missing you.


Le destin change tout, tout change le destin.

It's really weird. Weird that I can click with certain people very easily when they were strangers a minute ago. It was easy to talk to them from the get go. Haha. And teasing and talking as if we've known each other for months, not days. And I have to remind myself to make sure that the past would not repeat itself. Not to get myself hurt again. That's the last thing I would like to do right now.

Suddenly, I miss the camp. Like really badly. And the people I met. Haha. It was, as a whole, a great event. I've met people that otherwise I would not know exist. And I went back home with more than just a few good memories. I went home with friends and memories to last. I would like to thank every member of the Marriot Clan. We were great and we did our best for the gala performance. And every practice was worth it. We deserved the first prize that we won!

I miss Marriot 3 badly! I'm so proud of us. We pulled through The Quest for The Holy Grail without cheating one bit. And some of us thought that we were going to lose for sure. Haha. Remember that we worked together. At every step of the way. I will cherish all the memories we had. The good ones and the bad. You will always be close to my heart. I can't wait to meet up for the Swensen's treat that we got!

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written here @ 10:13 pm

Monday, April 02, 2007


Latest Update

Song playing in my head: Drama Queen (That Girl) by Lindsay Lohan
Quote/Thinking of: Just another day, started out like any other.


Okay, okay. So I just changed my blogskin. In the middle of the night. And I'm dead if someone sees this template. Not good idea. But. What the hell.

Will be going to RP's SAS camp on Tuesday. I'm scared and excited at the same time. Excited cos' its something new. Scared and irritated having to make new friends all over again. Well, we'll see how that goes, huh.

Till then, toodles. Haha.

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written here @ 12:43 am

Sunday, April 01, 2007


Borrowed Heaven

Song playing in my head: Borrowed Heaven by The Corrs
Quote/Thinking of:


All beauty all fade away, borrowed
All moonlight return today, borrowed
All sunrise all shooting stars, borrowed
All earth bound bare feet in clay
you know we’re standing on

Borrowed borrowed heaven
Borrowed borrowed heaven

All heartache all rivers cried, borrowed
Don’t stay out too late tonight, borrowed
I love you don’t wanna die, borrowed
You taste like paradise, I know I’m breathing in

Borrowed borrowed heaven
Borrowed borrowed heaven
Borrowed borrowed heaven
Borrowed borrowed heaven

You gave me life and I will give it back
But before I do, I’m gonna hold it tight
This is my prayer

All body, all skin all bone, borrowed
All silky, all smooth and warm, borrowed
All pleasure, all pain are one, borrowed
Almighty I stand alone
I know I’m living in

Borrowed borrowed heaven


Just a reminder that what we live in, what we have is just for a second. That God can still take it away from us, at any time. We have to always cherish everything that we have. Not that I'm trying to say that I'm better than anyone but this serves to remind me too. Sometimes, we can just simply forget.

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written here @ 9:58 pm

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It's really weird. Weird that I can click with certain people very easily when they were strangers a minute ago. It was easy to talk to them from the get go. Haha. And teasing and talking as if we've known each other for months, not days. And I have to remind myself to make sure that the past would not repeat itself. Not to get myself hurt again. That's the last thing I would like to do right now.

Suddenly, I miss the camp. Like really badly. And the people I met. Haha. It was, as a whole, a great event. I've met people that otherwise I would not know exist. And I went back home with more than just a few good memories. I went home with friends and memories to last. I would like to thank every member of the Marriot Clan. We were great and we did our best for the gala performance. And every practice was worth it. We deserved the first prize that we won!

I miss Marriot 3 badly! I'm so proud of us. We pulled through The Quest for The Holy Grail without cheating one bit. And some of us thought that we were going to lose for sure. Haha. Remember that we worked together. At every step of the way. I will cherish all the memories we had. The good ones and the bad. You will always be close to my heart. I can't wait to meet up for the Swensen's treat that we got!

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written here @ 10:13 pm

Monday, April 02, 2007


Latest Update

Song playing in my head: Drama Queen (That Girl) by Lindsay Lohan
Quote/Thinking of: Just another day, started out like any other.


Okay, okay. So I just changed my blogskin. In the middle of the night. And I'm dead if someone sees this template. Not good idea. But. What the hell.

Will be going to RP's SAS camp on Tuesday. I'm scared and excited at the same time. Excited cos' its something new. Scared and irritated having to make new friends all over again. Well, we'll see how that goes, huh.

Till then, toodles. Haha.

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written here @ 12:43 am

Sunday, April 01, 2007


Borrowed Heaven

Song playing in my head: Borrowed Heaven by The Corrs
Quote/Thinking of:


All beauty all fade away, borrowed
All moonlight return today, borrowed
All sunrise all shooting stars, borrowed
All earth bound bare feet in clay
you know we’re standing on

Borrowed borrowed heaven
Borrowed borrowed heaven

All heartache all rivers cried, borrowed
Don’t stay out too late tonight, borrowed
I love you don’t wanna die, borrowed
You taste like paradise, I know I’m breathing in

Borrowed borrowed heaven
Borrowed borrowed heaven
Borrowed borrowed heaven
Borrowed borrowed heaven

You gave me life and I will give it back
But before I do, I’m gonna hold it tight
This is my prayer

All body, all skin all bone, borrowed
All silky, all smooth and warm, borrowed
All pleasure, all pain are one, borrowed
Almighty I stand alone
I know I’m living in

Borrowed borrowed heaven


Just a reminder that what we live in, what we have is just for a second. That God can still take it away from us, at any time. We have to always cherish everything that we have. Not that I'm trying to say that I'm better than anyone but this serves to remind me too. Sometimes, we can just simply forget.

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written here @ 9:58 pm